Happy Mother's Day

Hi, wishing all Mothers a Happy Mother's Day!!

I just passed the 46^th Mother's Day without a mother, it was a strange feeling. It never occurred to me what so big deal about this day until I lost her. For the passed 45 years, I enjoy Mother's Day with my beloved mum but I could not recall any special things that I had done for her on these days. Most likely, we went out for a normal family dinner or bought her some small gifts. Since my mum birthday was on May 5 which is near to the Mother's day, we used to celebrate the two occasions together.

Nothing special? Yes, I can't recall anything that is special …. Why ?

Emmmm……………

I guess human being is like that, when we really lost somebody that is very dear to us, and then, we will start regretting for not doing enough or not doing something more special for her, or something that are more substance for that person.

Time that passed will never return!!

If time can be returned (How I wish …), I asked myself, how am I going to celebrate this Mother's Day with her?

I think I will bring my mum and my whole family to a photography studio. I will dress her beautifully like a bride; we will take many many many family photos with her. She will be the star of the day shines wonderfully …. I am going to ….. then ….

But ….no more star, no more bride …. no more mother…. the imagination slowly faked into the darkness …

because I don't have this opportunity any more …..

I am glad that my Mum is with the Lord, Jesus Christ. At least I know where she is now. I truly missed her and I believe if I continue to stay with the Lord, one fine day, I will have the opportunity to see her again…..

Mum, I missed you and Happy Mother's Day.